“This is why you broke up with me,” I said to him as he was taking my before pictures.
“Don’t be ridiculous. You broke up with me remember. Do you know how many women would kill to have your before pictures? You should have worn a swim suit when we went to Wild Waves. Your body looks better than most that were there.”
I balked at the idea. “There is no way in hell I will show my body to the public in this condition. It’s embarrassing. I can’t handle it.”
This day feels overwhelming because I know I have too much on hand for my own energy. I also know that I am supposed to start that damn meal plan right now, as in this morning, and I am looking at my clock and business obligations instead of the menu.
I am really glad by fitness coach has her fitness sh*t together because I most certainly do not feel like I do. I also do not feel like eating and when will I have time for the gym?
It might be a late night and a long day. Less talk. More action.
— feeling pissed off.
TODAY IS DAY ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOW!!!! IT’S TIME NOW!!!!
The fitness contest starts TODAY.
It’s about to get real challenging!! I am not ready. I am not prepared. I am too busy.