It hurt me to know he had peace. Then I asked myself if I should love him that way, to regret that his soul feels free now that he is unburdened by our relationship. He wrote to her about me… “Hi You 🙂 Hope all is well with you. Happy? Not there yet, but yes, […]
1:04pm Day three of the fitness challenge feels like more life being more life. I made myself eat lunch, barely. Right now I have a wad of chicken breast sitting on my desk and an apple I started to eat at some point. I could have sworn I grabbed a fresher one, but I suppose […]
It was near midnight when I made it home from the gym. I considered skipping the workout entirely when I realized that day two of Erin’s fitness program is a rest day. “A rest day already?” I was disappointed to see the stop so soon after I had just barely gotten started. “I could just […]
I was the one who broke up with him. He reminded me that it was my choice before I told him it was his. “I made a choice to take a stand for what I deserve and it was fair. I do not want to break up with you. I wanted you to realize the […]
Love is the only thing I know. Don’t let it hurt me. If you love me, don’t let it hurt me. You told me that you do. Don’t let it be so.
“Babe, have you seen my black hoodie?” he asked me as I stood in the kitchen looking at the disaster I make. I am sure that it is me making all the mess. It has to be me. “Yes, check the front closet.” I said it like it could be hanging there. I knew that […]